Last night we had the usual new years celebrations at our friends house, we stay over with them as they have a baby and none of us can be bothered to go out, we were all in our jammies by 10pm........... Next year I would like to go somewhere fancy and have a lush late dinner and some bubbles. This wont happen, and even if it did I probably wouldn't enjoy it as I don't really relax at events, I feel a weird pressure that everything should be perfect and life just isn't like that.
Today I have been narky and irritable, like I want to stand on top of a mountain and scream my head off to release something. I think this comes from days and days of holiday time, I need to get back to work and give myself some purpose.
And so I shall say goodbye and go achieve something.
Chelle
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I try to make everything wonderful and usually end up spending money we don't have! I do love Christmas but it can be a funny time sometimes x
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